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                     Burke was up before she awakened, but she 
		was soon jerked from sleep by all the clatter and banging coming from 
		outside. It was a good thing they were the only people camped at this 
		site, as the noise he made was enough to arouse the dead.   
		           
		Fighting grogginess, 
		she crawled out of her bedroll and peered through the tent flap. The day 
		was brightly sunny, the temperature cool. A gorgeous day. Too gorgeous 
		to remain in the tent, even though she would have loved to have had 
		another half hour or so of rest. Resigned, Maren adjusted her clothes, 
		donned her jacket, slipped on her shoes, and went to see what was going 
		on. 
		           
		A small pot of water 
		was boiling over the fire. The skillet contained two eggs and several 
		slices of bacon, the smell of which caused her stomach to growl. 
		           
		“Oh, hey! You’re up!” 
		           
		She turned around to 
		see him approaching from the river. Rather than chastise him for waking 
		her, she managed to weak smile. “Breakfast smells good. Is there a 
		chance I can wash my face before we eat?” 
		           
		“Yeah, sure! Go 
		ahead.” 
		           
		She pointed to the 
		pot. “Is that water I can use?” 
		           
		“That’s for your tea, 
		but if you’d rather wash with it, have at it.” Which meant she’d have to 
		wait for another pot to boil before getting her morning caffeine.
		  
		           
		Maren quickly waved it 
		off. “Never mind. The cold water will be better at waking me up. I 
		promise I won’t be long.” 
		           
		She hurried down to 
		the river’s edge. Kneeling near a small eddy, she splashed her face with 
		the freezing cold water, wiping her hands on her jeans. She was tempted 
		to cup some of the chilly liquid in her hands and take a few swallows, 
		but common sense prevailed. There was no telling what kinds of 
		microscopic germs she might ingest if she did. When she returned to the fire, he was 
		making toast by grasping it between two forked twigs and holding it over 
		the flames. She took that moment to go over to where the truck was 
		parked and hunt through her purse for her cell phone.   “It won’t work down here,” he admonished 
		her. He was right. The dreadful NO SERVICE 
		words sat at the top of the screen. “What if we have an accident? Or 
		need help? What if a bear or something attacks us during the night?” 
		“There are ranger stations all up and 
		down this river. If something 
		
		should 
		happen, it won’t take but a few minutes to reach help.” She looked around. “How? By boat or by 
		truck? If something should happen to you, I wouldn’t know what roads to 
		take to get back up to that station where we got our passes.” His face darkened with his aggravation. 
		“Nothing’s going to happen to me. Just don’t worry about it, will you? 
		Put that phone away and come divide up what’s in the skillet. This is 
		almost done.” Shoving the phone back into her purse, 
		she hid the bag underneath the seat and returned to the campfire where 
		she saw two pieces of toast already sitting on one plate. Grabbing the 
		pan, she gave them each an egg and half of the bacon, then made herself 
		some hot tea while he finished browning the last two slices. “What’s our agenda for today?” she 
		inquired. “We’re going rafting right after we 
		finish eating.” He dumped the toast onto his plate, then grabbed his 
		plate and fork where she’d set it on his folding chair and took a seat. “So soon?” “Yeah. Why? What’s wrong with it?” “I thought we’d go hiking a bit. Take a 
		look around. Take some pictures.” “We got plenty of time to do that. I want 
		to get on the river and check out what’s further downstream.” “How are we going to get back here?” 
		Maren indicated the fast-flowing water. “Won’t it be difficult to try 
		and row our way back?” “That’s why we bought that lightweight 
		raft,” Burke informed her. “We’ll hike our way back, carrying it between 
		us.” It sounded feasible. And considering how 
		much more of an experienced camper he was than her, she didn’t question 
		his decision any further. If he wanted to go rafting, then they’d go 
		rafting. She already knew it was useless to try and change his mind. 
		“How far down were you planning on going?” “Hell, I don’t know. I guess until I 
		figure it’s time to turn around and come back.”   There it was again, that belittling tone 
		of voice. Maren recalled telling her father about Burke’s attitude after 
		one particular night when they’d fought, and he’d stormed out of the 
		apartment. He hadn’t come back until late the next day. When she’d asked 
		him where he’d spent the night, he told her he’d gotten a motel room, 
		but for one very good reason she hadn’t believed him.   He’d been wearing sweats when he’d left, 
		but he’d come back home in work clothes.   She didn’t dare ask him where he’d gotten 
		a change of clothes, or where his sweats were. She feared she wouldn’t 
		like the answer. “Couples fight, sweetie,” her father 
		reassured her. “It’s a fact of life.” “I don’t remember you and Mama ever 
		fighting.” “That’s because we made sure you weren’t 
		around. We didn’t want to drag you into our quarrels.” His calm and 
		consoling voice soothed her ruffled feathers. “Don’t take things so 
		personally,” he’d continued. “So Burke’s a little rough around the 
		edges. Give him time. I’m sure things’ll work out after you’re married.” She stared at her fiancé as he bolted 
		down breakfast. After three years of living together, he had yet to 
		commit to a specific date to tie the knot, exclaiming, “Why the big 
		rush?” She glanced down at her left hand. She didn’t even have an 
		engagement ring, even though he’d assured her they were engaged, without 
		specifically popping the question. “Aww, baby, everyone knows we’re a 
		couple. You’re such a stickler for details. So what would you rather do? 
		Spend money on an engagement ring? Or save that money for our honeymoon, 
		and settle for a nice wedding band?” Once more, he’d made sense, even 
		though her heart remained set on a ring. Even a simple one with a small 
		stone would satisfy her. “Are you done?” Startled, she glanced up to see him 
		standing over her, his hand extended to take her paper plate and 
		utensils. Taking the last piece of bacon and rolling it into a slice of 
		toast, she handed them over. “I need to pee,” she informed him. “Then go. Meet me at the raft when you’re 
		ready.” By the time she was finished, he was 
		waiting for her by the river’s edge. She noticed he’d already put on one 
		of the orange life jackets and was holding out the other one to put on 
		her. “Hold out your arms.” She did, and he slipped the vest over her 
		head. Immediately, her eye caught sight of the seams running down the 
		left side. Checking the right side, she noticed the same thing. Both 
		seams appeared to have been re-stitched with a different color thread. “Why does this one have the seams 
		redone?” She pointed at them with her fingertips. “Oh, this is the one I tried to take back 
		the other day, but the store couldn’t swap it out. They didn’t have any 
		more of this style. Don’t worry. It’s still perfectly good.” She watched as he buckled it on her, then 
		took the remaining tail of the strap and retied it around the buckle. 
		When he was done, he gave it a little jerk. “There. Nice and snug. Don’t 
		want it to come loose in case you go overboard.” Maren raised an eyebrow at him. “Why 
		would we go overboard? Is it going to get dangerous further down?” He answered her with a little shrug. “You 
		never know what kind of white water we’ll encounter. Always pays to be 
		extra careful, right?” His offhand remark gave her a funny 
		feeling in her gut, as if there was something he wasn’t telling her. Or 
		maybe it was her woman’s intuition, letting her know something was about 
		to happen. He noticed her hesitation. “Are you getting in or not? Make up your 
		mind, for crissakes.” She climbed into the raft as Burke kept 
		it away from the rocks. Giving it a little shove, he jumped inside with 
		her, took his position behind her, and picked up one of the aluminum 
		oars. “You stay up front and paddle on the 
		right side. I’ll take the left,” he instructed as they began to drift 
		away from their campsite.   Taking the paddle, she sat cross-legged 
		the way he was and faced forward as they left the campsite. For one of 
		the few times in her life, she was truly terrified of what was about to 
		happen, and she had no idea why she felt that way. 
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